Trying to chose to be happy…
But for some reason, it’s a little tough today.
I’m having one of those days where I realized how much I’ve fucked my life up. Because it’s a lot.
I just need to move on and get over it. I really am working on making everything better, and I’m finally at the point where I’m (usually) thankful for everything I’ve been through because it’s brought me to the point I’m at today.
Except today I just feel like a failure.
I feel like these days are becoming fewer and further apart but I only post like this when I feel down so you guys must think I’m alway just depressed and down on myself.
But really it’s not all that often considering I once felt like this every single day for six years.
I just need to get all my work done and go to bed so this day can be over.
Because tomorrow morning I get on a plane and fly to HAWAIIIIII.
I hate this feeling.